Monday, February 1, 2016

AFI - 12/21. Tainted, but beautiful.

This is my virginity song. Not because I lost my virginity to it, but rather because not only is
the title the date, but also because the words fit it better than anything else could.

I didn’t lose my virginity out of love. No, that day was a nightmare, where my world of glass 
was being threatened, and I felt that if I gave this prize possession, I would not be abandoned. 

But he viewed me as a conquest, and once I was conquered and broken, my value was gone. 
And for a long time, I believed that lie too. I viewed myself as worthless, and tainted, no longer 
did I have anything to offer. My actionscaused my fear to happen, and come to life.






Luckily, I was wrong. My worth does not depend on how people view or treat me. Nothing that I could do could make me worth any less. I have come to believe that everyone, absolutely everyone, has inherent value. Even the people I don’t like. Like diamonds, and Sapphires, just by existing we add to the beauty in the world. We are priceless, and perfect. And the people who view you, or me, as less than that are wrong

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